change

define change, if anyone could. rather astonished with what i heard today:'' huilong, you've changed, so unlike before". i dismissed this comment by replying yeah. and which part did i change? because i'm being too practical about time management.

the moment i entered jc, i am very concern about time. i don't want to go home late, i don't want to end my commitments in school late. as such, i have pushed away many CCA choices and i'm strongly against staying in school till late evening or even night.

last time i can have such time-consuming commitments because my house is just next to the school. i can go home very late and still get enough rest the next morning. i don't need to worry about not getting enough sleep and can't make it to school.

furthermore, in jc there are many heavy duties. studies alone is hard to manage. i don't want to be too committed in CCA that i neglect studies. in sec school perhaps i can afford to do so but jc's life is so hectic. there's seriously no way. unless i live near the school.

i'm not really very concerned about the comment, it's about if i've changed or not. so the person who said it don't worry =) i'm not angry.

i have derived with a biology theory:
stewpid belongs to the lipid family.
you are stewpid!

i'm bothered. so empty. suddenly.. i miss npcc unit
all my squadmates
i miss riverside as a whole family
i miss chickenlets we rock as a whole!
i miss all that are related to me.

the most wonderful thing in life is that you won't get to find someone who is just like you.