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a sudden urge to blog on how much i miss the past! it might be bitter-sweet, it might be hurtful, it might be fun-loving, it might be anything but it is definitely beautiful!

how i stepped into the school feeling totally aloof.. my first friend, wenson. the days where we taught each other how to sing, that's when our passion for singing started burning. marcus' kuku hairstyle and more. my first impression of lishi as jane (tazan's gf) was totally absurd.

the last year would be the most memorable of all. most significant of all is although we landed in different class, we could still spend time together. i remembered how we crammed in one table and have our baked potato and sushi (old site). when we moved to the new site, we retained this practice.

overnights at junjie's, gavin's, joon liang's and justin's house were more than fun! the tonnings in east coast park and some streets along city hall were unforgettable.

i did not regret being a crybaby then! how i wish i could go back to the time where i ran to margaret's block and cried my heart out to her at the playground. we kept quiet and reminisced the good old times. she was taken aback by me but i knew she was the one who could listen.

the time when i held on to elda and asked her not to go. because i cried like a cat, i did not dare to look up so i grabbed her hand and squatted on the floor while pulling her back. really embarrassing to the eyes of outsiders but we knew that the incident bonded us more.

the time when beatrice lent me her listening ears as i poured my sorrows. it was late, she asked john or lex to go home first cause i need to talk. she shared her story with me, i was really stunned. i cried in front of her but she gave me reassurance.

the time when i asked HO to release jamie earlier for she live at hougang which is pretty far. we were held back due to some discipline matters. she was rather reluctant but did not voice out. but we have lots of homework to be completed by the next day. so i requested HO to let her go first. jamie being jamie was really stubborn and did not want to leave until the whole squad was dimissed. in the end she lost to HO and had to go. before she left she turned back and kind of scolded me for making her so extra and such. i knew she didnt mean it but i burst into tears the moment she turn and leave. i wiped away the tears and felt indignant haha!

the day before campcraft competition. we went to jun jie's house to stay overnight so that we can reach school on time. which is such an irony because my house is way closer to the school than jun jie's house. we stayed up till late night then turn in. i shared a bed with jun jie while yeong yuan and huang jun occupied the floor. we played mahjong and watched movies.

we were invited to lishi's chalet and from then i knew her parents well. they were really nice. i had a tough decision between staying in the chalet or going back home. finally i decided to stay and it was really fun. we watched ghost movie until i dozed off. the next day we played pool too.

every time during major exam, riversidian will swarm to library in civics centre. the 2/8ers and a number of 2/9ers were no exception! we will hog up tables in the library and start to do our arts.(zhuo arts also known as zhuo ai) haha. the librarian will try to chase us out for making noise and not doing productive reading. so we will think of things to rebut! there was once the librarian came and i told him that i was drawing an art piece to explain a maths theory for wenson. darn funny! he had no choice but to believe.

i really miss all the crazy things we did together. now that we are on different paths i still hope that we come back one day and do the crazy things together! although chances are slim but i really yearn to let history repeats itself for this case.

i know i'm being greedy because i am asking for more but i dont want the good old times to be sealed in the past. i want it to be in the present tense and future tense! i am missing everyone loads.

won't you say you miss me like how i miss you?