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when you grab hold of something
you must let go of something
how true.

now that i've let go, do i have something to grab hold of? i doubt so.

trying to distract myself. trying to find something to grab hold of. trying to forget all that happened. trying really hard.

i should read books to keep myself occupied, i should avoid sentimental hits..

anyway today's a bad day! gp lesson: i felt so indignant when i was accused of not handing up my work. chemistry lecture: came back from the toilet and tripped in front of the whole auditorium! i swear i would have dug a hole for myself. lunch break: a teacher caught me for not tucking in the back of my uniform.

how unlucky can one get, REALLY.

i totally hate today! even shooting was not good. although there were a few decent shots but the rest were atrocious.

life can get better!

i'm tired. in all sense! should i change to n95? hard to decide! argh. i'm tired.

MMHS!