2318

wave after wave of dejection hit me like nobody's business. today's PE got me to lie on all fours. biceps aching, calves aching, abs aching and chest aching. to put it simply, anywhere that can feel ache is aching.

was knocked out after the first set of arms conditioning. 25 normal push-ups, 10 diamond and 15 'spider'. that's enough to send me right down to the floor. weak~

public speaking is no going so well for me. well i thought i did what i am supposed to do but it turned out otherwise. 2 more days to competition, i hope i won't screw it like how i screwed my shooting competition.

i left a part of me in the past. i left a part of me in thailand. those were the phases of life i might not be able to revisit in future. i can't help but to feel the grief which tags along. reminiscence of the past only magnifies what i'm missing out in life now. recalling what happened in thailand adds on to the disappointment i might feel if i can't go back this year.

if i cant make it back to thailand this year, i guess there's no other time for it. we might just lose contact and this memorable chapter in my life will be closed, though with much reluctance.

there public speaking training tomorrow. i hope everything will turn out fine. there's shooting training tomorrow. i will train hard! IHDC (inter-house drama competition) will appear in the auditorium to watch the various performances!

you got me going with the introduction
rushed through the body
yet...
you forgot to draw up the conclusion for me.

MMHS!