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life's kind of empty now when all my the time is either used for finishing up tutorials, sleeping or travelling between school and home. social life is practically 0 but you can't have much outing when everyone else is busy with their work too.

is this going to continue? most probably yes. once we stepped into the society, we will be tied down with our work again. this time round the restriction is even more evident. there's rarely any time friends can meet except after work. then again, work might be so taxing that we just want to go home and have a good rest. eventually, the whole cycle will be repeated.

-vicious cycle-

what is your ambition? i'm very lost when someone poses me this question because i really do not know. i have no particular occupation that i want to be in. it seems as though i have no direction in life. i really have no idea.

i feel like spending my time doing meaningful things instead of locking myself up in the office but i cant do so if i do not have the money. i want to travel around the world and know a little about everywhere, interact with the people there and leave some memories here and there. but it all boils down to money again.

there is a need to work before i can have the financial capability to do what i like. people always say, have a job that you like so that you are paid to enjoy what you are doing. it makes sense but i can't really identify a career that i enjoy.

life is so complicated. i lost myself.