expectation

you expect so much from them
simply because you are willing to go that far
for them.

because not everyone will do the same.

we have a model of everyone in our mind

on the models we pinned pieces of note
carrying the expectations we have for each of them

some notes disappear and internalize with the model
because reality matches with expectation

some notes simply fall off because we learnt that
expectation will never meet reality

some notes linger longer on some models
because the one pinning notes picks them up

everytime they fall.