the almighty

if there's something i need so badly but you are reluctant to extend.
if i put my heart into doing something yet the outcome is nothing near desirable.
if all i need is hope amidst despondency but bleakness is all i see.
if day by day part of me falls apart even if i try to hold them together real hard.

the one above, what can i do if this is what you see. sometimes i tell myself, i am going through all these for i will emerge stronger at the end of the day. ironically, i feel weaker the more of it i see. squeezing every bit of positivity left in me to see me through this course.

miracles do happen. it does.

sometimes i ponder.. could it be that i had wished upon too many shooting stars back in thailand that whoever's in charge is discounting the magic which it can do.

i must say i wasn't greedy. for every shooting star i saw, i made only one wish.
but i'd seen over 15..